Feeling gooooooooooooood...

Today was a pretty awesome day. I have to say.. My weekend in whole has been pretty freaking awesome. Friday I got a job, Saturday I spent the day with my munchkin, today he got his baseball trophy AND I hit the gym. 2 days in a row.. I'm proud of myself. lol I know, I know.. I have a lot more to go but hey, you gotta start somewhere.. I'm feeling really good about this new job. It's basically selling websites for a company a friend of mine used to work for. I'm getting paid hourly PLUS 10% of whatever business I bring in.. Sooo.. Our logic is, we need to get in shape so that when we are roaming the streets of Miami, we look good AND we can educate people on our company and the benefits their business can have with a bomb ass website. :) I'm really smiling right now. lol

Next weekend is memorial day weekend. That translates to "Ghetto infestation on South Beach" Weekend. I do not by any means want to be ANYWHERE near the beach. I'm supposed to meet up with B next week. He'll be in town but I don't know if we can make it happen. I hope we can.. I'm curious to see how I'd feel if I saw him again.. it's been like 6 months now. I have to admit, i'm slightly nervous.

Ok.. I'm sore as all hell.. Every muscle in my body hates me right now.. Feels sooo good though. lol Ok i'm off to read some blogs and then off to dreamland..

Night Night

Sigh..

Confused till further notice.




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All I can do is laugh..

God, universe, higher power.. Whatever you may be... You sure have a sense of humor. Not a dull moment manages to slip through the cracks. I'm not sure if it's a good thing or not to be honest. Life is great when it's fun and interesting but sometimes you throw these curveballs at me and I'm left in the dark. I try hard to keep my head above water, yet you continue to bring me under with you. All I ask is that you let just a little bit of sunshine peak through the clouds. That's all. Please grant me this one wish.

Sincerely,
Jeanette


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"Oh my, my, my my.. I'm feeling highh.. My money's gone... I'm all alone"

Hello world.. I am happy to announce that I passed the first phase of the Aveda Institute. :) Words can't describe how happy I am for that. This was an extremely stressful week. Thank god it's over.. Now next week, onto A1. :) Exciting. Other than that, things are going pretty good.. Might be moving into a bigger place. Still not sure about it but we'll see if it works out. I hope it does because it'll be a good move.. Where I am at now doesn't have a full kitchen and it's a studio so I'd love some kitchen space and some privacy. As for work, I've been working from home so things are starting to look up. :) I feel like things are finally falling into place..

I finally let my guard down and actually let someone into my bubble.. He's been around for a while. He's a friend of my cousins. He's really sweet. We will see how that goes. I'm not in a rush to get into anything honestly but it is nice to have someone to talk to and watch movies with. :) I enjoy the company.

On a not so bright note.. I've gained weight. :( Like 8-9 pounds. NO BUENO. I have a gym membership, I just have to figure out a way to get into a routine.. I'm starting to eat a lot healthier.. Well, aside from the Curry chicken I had earlier.. :) lol I need to get back on a strict diet and work out. I know I can loose the weight. I've done it before.

Well.. I'm out.. Have to blow dry my hair because lil'ol me has a nice lunch date tmrw. :) Hope everyone is doing GREAT. XOXO

Sigh..

Perfection...

Today was a...

Today was a pretty weird day to say the least. I was in class, having a pretty decent day when all of a sudden my mood just made a complete 360. Not sure why, not sure what brought it on but for some reason, my whole moral, my whole vibe just changed. I have so much weight on my shoulders right now and I walk around like it doesn't phase me. Like, ehhh, it's nothing. I consider myself to be a very strong women. At times... Guess today wasn't one of my stronger days. I have been non stop thinking about what am I going to do for work.. What about my bills.. My rent.. My car.. My phone.. All of these bills will be due soon and I have about $200 to my name.. I had to borrow money to pay HALF of my rent.. Sigh... I just need to vent.. Even if non one reads this, at least it's off my chest. I got fired from the night club I was working at as a VIP waitress because they hired girls with more experience and who could bring in more business. Although I am upset about the fact that I lost my main source of income, I can't be mad at them. They are keeping in mind what is best for THEIR business and what will make THEM more money. At the end of the day, I was just an employee. They can care less about my responsibilities. I'm currently trying to go back to Hooters for the time being till I can find something better but even that has turned into a mission. The old manager apparently got transferred to a new location so now there is a new manager who knows nothing about me of my history with the company. >.< I just feel like things are all falling on me at once.

I started school in March. (I think I posted this before) I'm studying cosmetology at the Aveda institute of South Florida. It is an investment I decided to make for my future as well as a HUGE sacrifice for a better life for my son. I am sacrificing a lot of quality time with him to attend school and though I know it will be worth it in the long run, it is sooooo hard to get through all this time I spend alone while he is at his fathers. Kills me inside.. I mean, he is my world.. My life.. My reason for living, breathing, being, waking up in the morning.. My one true motivation in life. Everything that I do, I do for him.. I swear that sometimes, while I'm making the hour commute to school, I think about how things will be like when I'm done, when I have a job at a successful high end salon, when I can afford something more than an effa friend of the families house. When little man can have his own room.. Justiciency at thinking about what the rewards will be bring the biggest smile to my face. Keeps me going..

Thanks for listening. I just needed to vent a little.. Seems that's all I use this for.

<3

Ugh!!

Sometimes I wish I didn't have to worry about anything. That money problems were non existant and I lived a worry free live. Unfortunatley, that's not the case. So I'll stay on the grind making my $$$ to pay my bills till schools done and I don't have to work at clubs anymore.

Can you tell I hate this shit!?! Ugh. In need of a sugar daddy. Taking applications!!!


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